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before you my life was normal. after you i start relationship. you are my first and long relationshiop. i didnt feel nothing no one before. never i didnt want upset you. im sorry. i hope you will be rich and live good. I didnt care never money. But your idea bad aşkım i dont have to pay your nothing. You said to me "even you cany pay my coffe why im with you" this is not love. If i want unfollow someone in your account you should direct unfollow i lived before you defence Yuksel you said he is kate boyfriend i dont want be rude after what i learn? you fucked with him before come Antalya even when you with me in vacation you sent him your naked picture. What i feeled do you know? I WANTED DIE if i saw this all shits without you I SWEAR I ALREADY SHOOT MYSELF. But your eyes making me fucking calm. your eyes making me relax making me happy. You always gived to me worth. I didnt aware first months you will be my life love. When i see you enjoy with man im thinking you dont love me you dont enjoy with me, because you didnt share me last 2 month, i always wait this but when you were date salih you direct posted something. 2 day you didnt let me even hug you touch you. But i saw you, you were enjoying all night i cryed because i thinked you dont love me you dont care me. i thinked you were same like before antalya. because you always saying about break up, broke up, leave, like that all your words, i know if we will break up you will find someone direct fuck same day. you should understand somethings i love you i can give my life for you. but you shouldnt forget me. when you are far from me always forgetting and you dont care me, in izmir you leave me, before 20 day ago you leave me, you leave me so many time. but i say myself relax keep going she cant thinking calm, you always treating me like looser, no muscles, no money, no tall, no car, no apartment, bla bla bla, last 1 month you always kidding me, i feeled always when you said these words, small, haha you cant even do one time, haha şişko, haha small leg, i cant pay coffe, you cant help me buy for clothes. believe me if i had so much money i will spend all money for you, even i have debit, i didnt think nothing. You always talked about i will help you about credit debit- i said i dont want. and you said i will keep apartment we will stay together - i wanted you take alone but stay together i was ready for this also you wanted, what is changed? idk. one day you saying i dont care friends pohui sleep with me another day you saying dont come home, but i still coming because of love im faceless i dont care nothing :). No problem aşkım. i forgived you for big big mistakes :) remember when you were baby inside you fucked so many man, that time i was so trust you, i was always said myself i guess i find my love, you said no look instagram no look phone what did you do? ALL THIS TIME 3 month fuck someones dates someones flirt someones :). i was always ready for forgive you because im fucking fall love you :) <3 i know your charecter aşkım you will not forgive me. and i know your charecter aşkım after 2-3 days you will find someone and fuck again :). i thought you followed someone in instagram and i direct follow someones. before this you changed your instagram password i wanted this if you gived when i was want from you, i was going sa to you i trust you aşkım dont need password. but what did you do you said direct no :). Because you always thinked if i control your instagram you will always lost your another options, you didnt share post with me. only i posted when you were Izmir. i mean aşkım we have so many problems but you didnt want solve. you said always no need solve, leave, broke up, break up. When i was want talk about our problems i was thinked if i will start now talk about this this this i knew it you will say direct davai leave broke up. you didnt never try talk and solve. you did what did you want like always. i told you i dont want you show your ASS for everyone. i told you i dont want you twerk in CLUB. I TOLD YOU DONT DRINK ALCOHOL because you are direct lost yourself when you out without me you lost yourself and what can i do? I LIVE THIS DRUNK YOUR SHIT SO MANY TIME. idk what can happen. I always care you, you dont know people minds. I knew when i was want videocall when you were with Julia at Starbucks some guy with you. You didnt want tell this. why i dont know. and you meet with Tq friends. i learned you meet with whom stay home alone with guy :D. nevermind aşkım keep going ignore me. you always keep going ignore me. this is shit treat no need ignore. we are not child look you ignored me you didnt talk with me. i show you direct with actions. i explained everything myself because i dont care these girls i can unfollow i already close instagram. i dont care social media. i need real life with my girl. my woman. karıcım. seni çok seviyorum. i hope your life will be ok. because you deserve good things. sometimes im thinked i dont deserve this girl BECAUSE you are sooo talented my girl cooking making drawing and blow job 🤤 😋. i could wish fuck you last  all day. i know you are horny yes im also horny. please dont fuck someone you have baby take care her. but do you know if you ask me my last wish, "sleep with you" this is my last wish. I love you aşkım. im so sorry and so upseting. Forgive me. this is not mean keep going with me. but if you want keep going with me. i can ready for so many things take apartment start big serious something like ring 😏. if you dont want no problem i will show you respect aşkım. You are my life love if i dont show you respect whom i will show respect? i know aşkım you still didnt forget Rahul because i saw your eyes when i was gived him necklace you were so happy :) and you direct wear this necklace, your eyes were shining that time i cant forget this time. and i asked you please remove tatto promise, you didnt want remove never. i know aşkım you keeping with him pictures somewheres in laptop. i saw it. and always you wanted go India for him. and you always talked about him to me :). and you always said how did you forgive him. how did you miss him. how did you wait him. i saw you with so many man, im asking you did you see me with girl? not like you :). i love you aşkım forgive me and dont ignore me.